ugh...

Ya so i had quite the sitty day yesterday until i got home but ill get to that later. First my dad wakes me up at 11 am and tells me that ive been asleep too long. It sucked bc i went to bed at like 2 am bc i was on the phone with celine for like 2 hrs (the phone convo didnt suck jus goin to bed so late). Also i had a shitty night at work someone threatened to kill me jus bc i wa tryin to give him some advice. Then we got our mail and something for my sisters tuition came in the mail. ya so my rents are payin an arm and a leg for my sis to go to college. She goes to PC by the way. Now being curious to how much money i will be paying for college i had asked my parents. It wasnt the perfect time to ask them either because they had to take out loans with ridiculously high interest rates just to pay for my sisters tuition and they are paying a good percentage of it. So I was all like so my tuiton is about 4000 a year to live off campus. My dad was all like so. Then i asked them how much they would be helping me. They said they wouldnt be helping me so that absolutely pissed me off. My sister is getting help with her tution to live on campus which at PC is very expensive while im getting shafted and having to now pay for college by myself. I told my dad that it was ridiculous that i not only had to pay off my car because after the summer i get complete ownership of it i also have to now pay for college and car insurance which because im a guy cost an arm and a leg. I told my dad it was absolute bull shit. So he was all pissed too and we were yelling at each other for like 30 minutes until he told me that he was going to kick me out of the house and then my mom came and broke it up before either of us did anything stupid. Then i had to go to work. That royally blew because i was closing the kitchen by myself on a friday night and we got killed for the first time in a long time for four hors straight i had no less than 30 slips at a time i have never worked so hard in my life. I flipped out too because i was already at my wits end. Than me and like three of the managers sat down at the break table and had a long talk about why i hate my job so much and they promised me that all the problems that i brought up would be fixed and that they will be giving me a raise as incentive to stay. They also told on of the other cooks on at night to stay with me and help me close. Good news tho from then on my day got incredibly better. 1. i was promised a raise. 2. i left work at exactly closing. 3. got home from work to my mom wating at the door to tell me we got red sox tix. 4. my mom also informed me that i can buy a guitar (long story and another fight with my dad about the guitar and he wouldnt allow it so my mom was jus like forget wut he says just buy a guitar with ur bday money). 5. i sat up thinking most of the night about how good my life actually was bc i was trully depressed yesterday i have the perfect gf (even tho i never get to see her but knowing that i have her and the anticipation of when i get to see her next is a great feeling) i have tons of great freinds work is getting better bc there is a lot of chnages right now bc of new and better managment and its not every day that a 28 yr old guy invites u to play bbal with him. My life isnt so bad after all. Celine you helped me to realize that yesterday and i didnt mean to slip out at you i am truly sry and im glad to have u and ill wait an eternity just to see u for even a few moments. I lov you so much you mean the world to me celine your always there for me to cheer me up when im down and you two of the coolest best freinds of whom i also thank for being there when i needed them especially rache for being my moral companion while you were in cali and caroline for being there to listen whenever i felt lonely and unsure bout the relationship. this is getting to be so long. Ill just end it by saying bc of you three girls my life is perfect and this has been the best summer of my life!